Back in this situation again, and I remember what I would tell myself then, and I'm saying the same again now. I didn't follow what I said those times. But sometimes I think maybe I did follow it, and it just didn't work. The two paths could look the same. I don't know. I had a dream about it last night. It was nice, but I felt kind of odd about it for a little while.

There is also the other situation, which has happened before too. It doesn't make dealing with it any easier though.

Then there's the other thing. I'm probably making it more complicated than it needs to be, because I'm an idiot like that sometimes.

Plus, I still don't know how I feel about what happened with the other situation. Huh.